No more history for THREE months!

Yup, I'm off school now, until monday. But most importantly, today was the LAST history lesson for three freakin months. Thank god!

I'm bored stiff as we speak. I have nothing to do - and I mean NOTHING. Well, almost. I could do homework, but that's a bad way to start a holiday. I could have stayed home, and gone to a party at Globe with some friends from my class, but I didn't really feel for it. Sønderborg brings out the worst in me. That's the only explanation. I'm so tired of living in a small town. All the same faces, all the same places - all day, everyday. SO boring. And nobody gets it.

I've been kind of sick the past few days, so my throat is killing me. And I can barely breathe through my nose. Because I was freezing so much, I spent half the evening in the jacuzzi, watching a movie. When I had almost dissolved, I decided it was time to get out. And now I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I know, pretty pathetic. I don't have plans on sleeping anytime soon. I've been sleeping terribly the past few days. Last night I was just laying in my bed for, like, 2 hours .. I couldn't fall asleep. And when I finally fall asleep, I wake up because of nightmares. It's so weird. Normally I rarely have nightmares, and now I'm having at least one every night. Even when I sleep in the daytime. Now I don't even wan't to sleep ..

What more to write? Oh yeah, well, these days I've really been missing my old school, Oure. I miss the people I lived with, even though we got on each others nerves once in a while. I miss staying up till god knows when, talking to my roommate, Claudia. However, I don't miss the teachers or the lessons. Just the people. And I've started to wonder why we haven't seen each other since. I'll have to talk to the others about arranging something soon. We almost did a few months ago, but that kinda went down the drain pretty fast. I guess the saying is right, you never know what you've got 'till it's gone.

Oh well, time to watch some boring late-night weekday tv!

Katy

I have a good feeling about this week

The rest of the week is supposed to be sunny, and that means a happy Katy. Except for today, when I realised I had got trucker-arms. I had only been sitting outside in the sun for around half an hour, and when I got inside, I saw that I was partially sunburned on my arms - EXCEPT for where my t-shirt had been. I then went outside again, to sit in the sun in a tanktop, hoping my trucker-arms would disappear. Unfortunately, I just made the sunburn worse, and just got a bit of colour on my upper arms and shoulders. I now have to live with trucker-arms. Great.

Tomorrow I am FINALLY getting the stitches out of my warwound/scar. At last I will be able to have a shower without wearing tape and plastic over .. I think I might celebrate the occasion with a looooong shower when I get back from the doctor. Unfortunately I will have to wear a special Micropore plaster over the scar for 3 months, but it's not that noticeable.

I've just found out that I am off school on friday, so this too will be a short week. Woohoo. Just like last week. And next week (i think?), it's Kristi Himmelfart, so I'm off school thursday AND friday. I loooove religious holidays!

Weekend, you are my savior ..

I've reached a point in my life where I despise all kinds of phoniness .. I feel like I can see right through everyone. I don't know why, but it just bothers me. I hate it when you can't stand up for the right things, just because you're afraid of what others think. If you're happy with something, then f*ck everything and everyone else. It's stupid to listen to what others have to say if it might hurt the things that make you happy .. That's the way I see it ..

There are a lot of things alltogether that bother me at the moment .. But that's life .. I can't, and I'm not going to try to do anything about it. It's out of my hands.
RIGHT now it's time for me to concentrate on school .. It's over soon, and then I'll have time to relax and see more of my friends. Because of my work every freakin day after school, I don't really have time to see friends after school anymore. And that's really been tough. But in a few weeks I'm gonna quit my job. Talk about a relief! ..

My worst nightmare came true on wednesday last week .. For my oral exam, I will be doing physics .. Yes, physics. My worst subject. When I found out, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry .. I was mostly on the verge of crying. There went my hard-earned grade. I pretty much know I'm going to fail .. But of course I'll have to try and stay positive .. Yeah, why shouldn't I get a 12? (maybe because I suck at physics .. but shhh) .. I'll have to suck up to my teacher these next few weeks. That I'm good at!

I hate mondays

I've just spent the past two hours making my life a bit more organized. I've put all my important schoolpapers in 3 different files. It was challenging, but I did it. Tomorrow I'm going to clean my entire room. I'm tired of coming home to clothes all over my floor. I haven't even completely unpacked my suitcase from France yet. These kind of things make me extremely frustrated.

Another frustration I have right now is my danish teacher. She is a pain in the ass. We're supposed to be writing a paper, which is really important. The grade for it is going on the exampapers. And I just don't understand what she wants us to write about. She wants us to read a million differents stories, and choose ONE to .. well, that's still pretty unknown too. And then she told us to ask as many questions as we needed, and so we did. I asked what she specifically wanted us to do, because nobody understood .. And then she pretty much bit my head off. Thats normally what she does when she feels outsmarted. She probably doesn't even know what we're supposed to do herself. Everyone thinks she's crazy. And honestly, she is. She should be locked up in an insane-asylum. That would take care of ONE of my frustrations!!

Mondays are always tough, I know that. But I just can't bare to wake up tomorrow, and go through everything all over again. And the day after, and the day after. I just can't.
At least this week is short, and already on thursday it's "weekend", because of Bededag. I reckon I'm just going to sleep all 4 days, and maybe do a tiny bit of homework.

Oh, and this is a reminder for myself .. I've GOT to close my damn curtains when it gets dark. In the daytime you can't look through my windows for some reason. But when it's dark outside, it's just free view from the street. And I always forget. And then weird groups of guys walk past and look in .. It always happens, and I always just ignore it. Retards. But I feel like a freakin zoo-animal.

Now it's time to take two panodils for my throbbing headache, and then bed ..
Goodnight DK