Weekend, you are my savior ..

I've reached a point in my life where I despise all kinds of phoniness .. I feel like I can see right through everyone. I don't know why, but it just bothers me. I hate it when you can't stand up for the right things, just because you're afraid of what others think. If you're happy with something, then f*ck everything and everyone else. It's stupid to listen to what others have to say if it might hurt the things that make you happy .. That's the way I see it ..

There are a lot of things alltogether that bother me at the moment .. But that's life .. I can't, and I'm not going to try to do anything about it. It's out of my hands.
RIGHT now it's time for me to concentrate on school .. It's over soon, and then I'll have time to relax and see more of my friends. Because of my work every freakin day after school, I don't really have time to see friends after school anymore. And that's really been tough. But in a few weeks I'm gonna quit my job. Talk about a relief! ..

My worst nightmare came true on wednesday last week .. For my oral exam, I will be doing physics .. Yes, physics. My worst subject. When I found out, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry .. I was mostly on the verge of crying. There went my hard-earned grade. I pretty much know I'm going to fail .. But of course I'll have to try and stay positive .. Yeah, why shouldn't I get a 12? (maybe because I suck at physics .. but shhh) .. I'll have to suck up to my teacher these next few weeks. That I'm good at!