Wednesday, May 20, 2009

No more history for THREE months!

Yup, I'm off school now, until monday. But most importantly, today was the LAST history lesson for three freakin months. Thank god!

I'm bored stiff as we speak. I have nothing to do - and I mean NOTHING. Well, almost. I could do homework, but that's a bad way to start a holiday. I could have stayed home, and gone to a party at Globe with some friends from my class, but I didn't really feel for it. Sønderborg brings out the worst in me. That's the only explanation. I'm so tired of living in a small town. All the same faces, all the same places - all day, everyday. SO boring. And nobody gets it.

I've been kind of sick the past few days, so my throat is killing me. And I can barely breathe through my nose. Because I was freezing so much, I spent half the evening in the jacuzzi, watching a movie. When I had almost dissolved, I decided it was time to get out. And now I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I know, pretty pathetic. I don't have plans on sleeping anytime soon. I've been sleeping terribly the past few days. Last night I was just laying in my bed for, like, 2 hours .. I couldn't fall asleep. And when I finally fall asleep, I wake up because of nightmares. It's so weird. Normally I rarely have nightmares, and now I'm having at least one every night. Even when I sleep in the daytime. Now I don't even wan't to sleep ..

What more to write? Oh yeah, well, these days I've really been missing my old school, Oure. I miss the people I lived with, even though we got on each others nerves once in a while. I miss staying up till god knows when, talking to my roommate, Claudia. However, I don't miss the teachers or the lessons. Just the people. And I've started to wonder why we haven't seen each other since. I'll have to talk to the others about arranging something soon. We almost did a few months ago, but that kinda went down the drain pretty fast. I guess the saying is right, you never know what you've got 'till it's gone.

Oh well, time to watch some boring late-night weekday tv!

Katy

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