Summerhouse ..

I am now in our summerhouse in Dronningmølle. It's been a nice evening actually. I took a loooong walk by the beach. Then I sat down at the end of a stone pier, probably for half an hour or so. Just enjoying the sun, the waves and looking over at Sweden. When the sun began to set, I decided it was time to go on home. And now I've just had a jacuzzi, and I'm watching He's Just Not That Into You. What an evening, huh? .. Well, tomorrow is going to be worse. I'm that kind of person who can't sit still. I can't sit and just "enjoy" being in a ghosttown for a weekend. At least I'm leaving for Mallorca on sunday.

My plan for tomorrow is so far like this: Sleep .. And when I can't sleep anymore, I guess I'll spend the day in the sun. I might as well prep my skin for the sun on Mallorca.

Oh well, I have nothing more to say ..

If I had to put together ..

.. a soundtrack for my life, one of the songs would be Bibo No Aozora, which means Beautiful Blue Sky. It's a piece of music made by Ryuichi Sakamoto, for the movie Babel - as far as I understand. It's .. I don't know. The first time I heard it in the SAS commercial, I thought there was something about it. It's just so good. Don't get me wrong, I normally don't like this type of music. But I think it reminds me of a big city at night .. Like New York, or something. It's so weird, cause I don't even know why. I think maybe I've just heard the song so much, that it's brainwashed me. Anyway! I would normally think this type of music is too "classical" .. You know?

Today was my physics exam .. What more can I say? .. "My" and "physics" in a sentence is enough. I just ain't that compatible with the subject .. BUT, that being said, I did get 4. And that was just after another guy from my class, who actually is quite good at physics, got -3 .. And a lot of people have got 00 and 02. So I was actually one of the better ones. WHICH still doesn't make me feel that much better. As my dad said "You shouldn't be comparing yourself to the lower grades, you should be comparing yourself to the higher grades". I guess that makes sense. But I would rather not compare myself to anything. I hate that.
Looking at the bright side - I passed. I'm never going to have to waste my time on physics ever again. Thank god!

Tomorrow is my last test. And it's maths .. And that speaks for itself too. I just hope I don't decide to kill myself in the middle of the test. You never know.
Anyway, tonight I don't want to think about that. I'm going to exercise, watch the new episode of Paris Hilton's My New BFF, and go to bed. And sleeeeep .. Tomorrow I'm going to the summerhouse, I think, so I'll probably have to pack a few things too.

Adioooooos!

4 days ..

It just dawned on me that my physics exam is in 4 days. This is the last chance EVER for me to get a good grade in physics, and I really want that good grade more than anything. I know it's pretty meaningless, and I can't use it in the future anyway, but I still want to prove to myself that I can do it. I'm not terribly good at it in the first place, but I'm gonna work my ass off for those 24 hours I have to prepare for the exam. I owe that to myself. And tomorrow night and monday, I have to write my danish-history project, so it's finished by friday. I only have tomorrow and monday to do it, since my physics will take up most of tuesday and wednesday, and thursday I have a test in maths. So it's all really tightly packed.
I'm mostly dreading physics, since I really hate it. I'm worrying all the time, thinking how I'm going to do a good job, and not mess up. The worst thing is going to be standing in front of my teacher and the censor, talking about whatever I have to talk about, for 20 minutes. How can I talk about something which I know NOTHING about, for 20 freakin' minutes? As much as I don't want to think about it, I have to.

I just can't wait till the summerholiday. I can't wait to get faaaaar far away from Sønderborg, and go to Mallorca. Maybe even France later on. I don't really get to travel as much as I have done, anymore. Two years ago, I was pretty much living in my suitcase at home for a few months. I would travel, come home, travel a week later and so on. Maybe that was a bit too much, considering that I was in school. But I LOVE travelling, and I just want to enjoy it while it lasts. When I move from home, it won't happen very much anymore. I wont have the time or the money. But there's just something about being in another country, that I love. That explains why I love airports so much. It's the "portal" to the rest of the world. In the meantime, I love it when I see the SAS commercials. I don't know why, but they just make me so happy. I think of travelling, and then the feeling of how nice it is to come home after being abroad. I don't always want to come home, but .. You know.
Sometime later on, when I become really rich, I'm gonna buy a private jet and travel every day .. Fo sho'!

For now, I have other things to worry about. Maths and physics next week - my two worst subjects. Wish me luck .. I'm truly gonna need it.

Thank god it's .. tuesday?

So .. I thought my "reading holiday" was going to fly by. Turns out I was wrong. I have done nothing but sleep and watch tv .. Oh, and work. I guess I need the sleep, since I normally only get 4-6 hours every night. To be rested, I need at least 10. But other than that, I am totally restless. Most of my friends are away, so I'm left to do nothing. And still .. I am TOTALLY exhausted. I've just felt tired the whole day. I got up at 14:00, and I almost took a nap when I got home from work at five-ish. It must be all that darn excitement!

Also, I've got a guilty conscience .. I'm supposed to be reading for my physics exam in a week. It's oral, and it's going to be tough. Besides that I have a big project due a few days later. And I've barely started it yet. But I think the thing is that I work much better under pressure. If it was due tomorrow, I would easily have started this afternoon and been finished by now.

I really can't think of anything else that has happened lately, and right now I'm also far too tired! Gotta catch up with my sleep.

zzz, Katy