4 days ..

It just dawned on me that my physics exam is in 4 days. This is the last chance EVER for me to get a good grade in physics, and I really want that good grade more than anything. I know it's pretty meaningless, and I can't use it in the future anyway, but I still want to prove to myself that I can do it. I'm not terribly good at it in the first place, but I'm gonna work my ass off for those 24 hours I have to prepare for the exam. I owe that to myself. And tomorrow night and monday, I have to write my danish-history project, so it's finished by friday. I only have tomorrow and monday to do it, since my physics will take up most of tuesday and wednesday, and thursday I have a test in maths. So it's all really tightly packed.
I'm mostly dreading physics, since I really hate it. I'm worrying all the time, thinking how I'm going to do a good job, and not mess up. The worst thing is going to be standing in front of my teacher and the censor, talking about whatever I have to talk about, for 20 minutes. How can I talk about something which I know NOTHING about, for 20 freakin' minutes? As much as I don't want to think about it, I have to.

I just can't wait till the summerholiday. I can't wait to get faaaaar far away from Sønderborg, and go to Mallorca. Maybe even France later on. I don't really get to travel as much as I have done, anymore. Two years ago, I was pretty much living in my suitcase at home for a few months. I would travel, come home, travel a week later and so on. Maybe that was a bit too much, considering that I was in school. But I LOVE travelling, and I just want to enjoy it while it lasts. When I move from home, it won't happen very much anymore. I wont have the time or the money. But there's just something about being in another country, that I love. That explains why I love airports so much. It's the "portal" to the rest of the world. In the meantime, I love it when I see the SAS commercials. I don't know why, but they just make me so happy. I think of travelling, and then the feeling of how nice it is to come home after being abroad. I don't always want to come home, but .. You know.
Sometime later on, when I become really rich, I'm gonna buy a private jet and travel every day .. Fo sho'!

For now, I have other things to worry about. Maths and physics next week - my two worst subjects. Wish me luck .. I'm truly gonna need it.