it's a choice to stay
it's a dream and I wanna wake

you have blood on your hands
and I'm feeling faint
and honey, you can't decide

I'm a drug you don't wanna give up
smoke your cigarettes, make your love

you poured blood in my heart
and I can't get enough
I'm drowning, drowning
and you can't decide

it's not about geography or happenstance
you need to fly and take a chance
you don't need to soar to emptiness
or float on high and forever dance alone
you're scared, scared, scared
cause I feel like home

hear your voice, knew right away
if you were here your eyes would say
there is blood on my feet
as I'm walking away
rivers are red, it's starting to rain

I'm not gonna live for you or die for you
won't do anything anymore for you
cause you leave me here on the other side
you leave me here on the other side
don't you leave me here on the other side
don't you leave me here on the other side

not gonna shed one more tear for you
shed one more tear for you
I'm not gonna shed one more tear for you
at least not til sunday afternoon
sunday afternoon

leave or stay
leave or stay

In this world of overrated pleasures and underrated treasures, i'm glad there is you.

Music

I can understand all that you are, I can even take all that you're not
I can sympathize with all you want to be, but don't fuck me in front of me

I can even scores with the best of them, I can leave my innocence at bay
You can turn your back on my sincerity, but don't fuck me in front of me

Good days, dirty waves, I saw the look you gave her
Breathing in, begin again, may God the world do say you hurt

I could say I blame you for everything, instead I think I'll recognize my part
Needing doesn't hide who I want to be, but don't fuck me in front of me

Twenties girl

"It's not enough to believe! Don't you see that, you stupid girl? You could spend your whole life hoping and believing! If a love affair is one-sided, then it's only ever a question, never an answer. You can't live your life waiting for an answer."