Silent city

It's like the snow has shut this city down. Busses aren't going, people don't want to walk around .. This is one of the depressing things about living in a city so small. There are not a lot of things to do in the first place, and when it begins to snow all you can do is just wait for it to be over. And then when you're sick, like I've been the last week, you're on the verge of going crazy. You can't really go out, you can't really do anything. Blah!

Right now I could use a big fat holiday. Get faaar far away from cold and snowy Denmark, and go somewhere warm and nice. My mind needs it, my body needs it and my skin needs it .. Seriously .. I'm very pale. I don't know why, and I don't remember if it's always been like this .. But I've been very, very pale for the last few years at least. Maybe it's the the lack of iron-thing, or something else. Dunno. But all I know is that I could really use some sun!!
I think a factor to why I'm pale and my immune system is so low, is because I feel stressed a lot of the time. I spend so much time worrying and thinking. I'm worried about not getting good enough grades, not doing good enough at school etc. It's my future, and it's important to me. It's like my ticket out of here. But I've decided to slow down a little. Not care so much about the small things, and stop worrying. And that goes for everything in life. Whatever will be, will be. Time to accept that! :)

Anyway, I am actually going on a kind of "holiday" next sunday .. My sister and I are going to visit my grandmother in England. I suppose it will be quite nice to get away and go shoppiiing .. Things are so much cheaper over there, and I always find a million things I like.

Still looking forward to the summerholiday though ..