Sunday, January 17, 2010

Let's not pretend, cause love is the end

After a week of being sick and barely being able to eat, I woke up happy and feeling well today. I decided I wanted to investigate where all our old photos from our digital camera have gone, so I've spent hours looking for photos from past holidays. I even found pictures I've never even seen before. Looking at old photos is a bit bittersweet. You start to miss it a bit.
Sometimes you wish you had never grown up. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy enough now .. But sometimes things just get so hard. And the people you love the most are the people who tend to hurt you the most. I guess that's life. Everybody wishes life could be easy. But there's no amount of money, material things or magic in the world that can make life easy.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Still, sometimes it's nice to look at old pictures. You start to remember things you had forgotten all about. Most specifically I was actually looking for photos from our trip to South Africa a few years ago. We have most of them, but unfortunately a great deal of them went missing for some reason. We got home and put them on our computer, and noticed that a lot were missing. These were photos from our last days, where we did some really fun stuff. My sister and I rented horses and went riding along Nordhoek Beach .. We also went on a safari. And just those days were the days where we took lots of pictures .. So it's pretty sad that we've lost them.

Now, back to the future .. It's been snowing all day, so I'm really hoping school will be cancelled tomorrow. We're doing a project this week, so I wouldn't exactly be crying myself to sleep if we had the day off. Other than that? .. I'm pretty happy and content right now. Nothing major going on. I'm just hoping spring starts sooner than later. I can't wait to feel those first sun-rays. Winter always makes despressing things even more depressing!

Now it's time to go and work out .. Time to start working on my beach body. Summer is "only" 5 months away :)

Oh yeah, I tried red lipstick for the first time yesterday. I think it turned out pretty nice ..



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