Life is tough ..

I've had such a long and rough week. Right now all I want is to sleep. Sleep this entire winter away. No, sleep the next 3 years away.
I've changed class, which has been pretty hard on me .. I miss my old class, and these new subjects are so tough. I don't know how I'm going to it. And then there's my job, which is every single day. I get underpaid, I work more than I should, I do work that I'm not entitled to do. I found the previous guys file today, and found out that the secretaries had lied to me. They told me they had fired him for not showing up enough. I found his email where he quit the job himself. He felt he didn't have enough time, and didn't get paid enough for such hard work. And he goes in NINTH grade. He should have a hell of a lot more time than me. I miss coming home and relaxing. And I miss eating. I don't really get to do that a lot these days. I've lost weight, I look like a zombie .. And I feel like one too. And don't even get me started on my hair .. Omg .. Who allows dumbasses to work in salons? To cut off as little as possible doesn't mean 10 cm. Anyway, my hair is way too short for my liking now, so mostly I just wear it in a ponytail so it's not noticeable. But I was so pissed off when I got home and realised just how much she had cut off. My pretty long princess hair is gone .. Now it's just boring.

Goood .. Why me? I'm just sooo .. I don't know. First I was angry, then sad and now I've just reached this "I don't really care anymore" state. I'm just too tired. I've tried going early to bed. But school just sucks the energy right out of me. All I can do is take one day at a time, and hope that I don't stress myself too much. It just frustrates me, cause I don't feel that I can do both. When I get home from a long day at school, followed by work, I'm too tired to do homework. And if I don't do homework I'll lose my way completely at school.
I'll stop complaining now .. After all, as my parents said, I should be "happy" that I've got a job.