Decisions, decisions ..

Now that I've decided to change my studies, I've still got doubts about it .. This is 100 times harder than it seems to others. It's not "just" changing. I have to think about what I want now, and what I want a few years from now. At the same time I have to think about what I find interesting, and what I find difficult. It's been so confusing, cause some teachers have told me to choose what I think is fun/interesting. Others have told me to choose the studies which are most relevant for my education. I don't even know what I want. At the same time I'm going to miss my class. They're all such nice people, and we really get along. I asked a guy from the class I think I'll be starting in about the people in his class. He says they lack cohesion, and a lot of them are pretty snobby. That made me doubt about it even more. Whyyyyyy does this have to be so hard?

What else have I done this week? Hmm ..
I was at the doctor yesterday .. I keep getting these blackouts where I almost faint. It could be the fact that I have very low blood pressure. But they're going to do some tests on my heart and various other things on thursdag.

I'm so damn tired lately. Fortunately it's weekend now, so I'm just going to take it easy and have some loooong sleeps. I also just need it to snow now .. It snowed the day before yesterday, and then it suddenly stopped. Now it's all melted, and I want it back!! I looove snow. It's so pretty. Every morning for a long time I've hopingly looked out of the window when I got up .. Only to see darkness and rain. I'm still waiting to see everything covered in snow .. Oh well, one of these days.

Tenga un buen fin de semana
Katy