Stressed out

I feel so frustrated right now. Everything seems like it's as bad as it gets.
The whole day has been bad enough, and I barely made it through. And it's probably just a reaction to everything else, but when I was trying to do my stupid physics report, and I couldn't find the most important paper of all, it just became too much. Without the paper I can't finish my report .. Without the report I'm going to get terrible grades. It's been hard enough to get through 1.g so far .. So why do all odds suddenly have to be against me? First my phone, then my paper .. what next, myself?

I really need a holiday. Just to relax, get back on the right track and not have to think about school, grades and homework all the time. Most of all I just need to be with my boyfriend .. He was here the whole weekend, but it just went by way too fast. Still, I'm happy I get to see him as often as I do. He's my one and only happy-drug (:

Why does winter always have to go by so slowly? I like christmas I guess, but not as much as I have done. It was fun as a little child, because of the presents and all the food and candy. Now there are hardly any presents, and I 'just' get money from my parents .. And now I have to watch what I eat, so I don't become an obese overeater .. It's not fair. I want summeeeeer.

Oh well, only .. 6-7 months ... siiiigh.