Sometimes choices aren't that simple

I don't know why, but it feels like I have a million things to do right now .. Just hanging over my head, stressing me. In just 6 days I have to make a choice that could either make it easier for me these next 2 1/2 years, or just complicate them. I have to choose if I want to stay on my "studieretnings-linje", or if I want to change. Right now I have spanish, english and psycology as my main subjects .. I feel a bit like it's taking the easy way out, as none of those subjects are that relevant to me. If I change, I'm going to change to social studies, english and math. That means I'll have a hell of a lot of subjects on a-levels, but in some way it's more worth it. If I'm going to study law in the future, it would be very relevant. The big dilemma is just the fact that I would have to start in a new class. I've just settled into my class, and it's actually a really good one. In the other classes I don't know anybody that well, and knowing girls from this part of the country, they've probably formed "cliques".
I really don't know what to do, cause my parents and part of myself think I should change to the other line, while my friends from my class want me to stay.
These next 6 days are going to be hard.

Besides having met new friends this last half year, I do kind of miss some of the people I haven't seen in a while. Most of them live all over the country, have gone to efterskole, or have other things going on in their lives now. That's also fine, but sometimes you just miss the old times. I've also given up holding the contact with some people .. I guess they've just changed too much for my liking. But that's what happens. Friends come and go .. But I still have friends who I know are always going to be around.

It's not hard to feel that winter is on it's way .. It's 10 x harder to get up in the morning, and every inch of my body freezes on my way to school. Today I wore 3 sweaters and a coat + my uggs, and I still felt like I wouldn't make it without turning into a block of ice. It also annoys me that my clothes are so boring during winter. I just seems like your clothes have to be boring to be warm. And I freeze really easily, so I would almost die if I just wore jeans and a simple sweater or cardigan. I want summer back!! I look at photos from my summerholiday in France every day, wishing I could have my negro-colour and ekstremely lightblond haircolour back.
It's not that I don't like christmas, cause I love the whole snow-christmas lights-julestemning thing, I just don't like it for a long time - and I don't like the cold. Oh god, another dilemma.

In 20 minutes I'm going to watch Bones, and later watch Paris Hilton's My New BFF while I exercise .. And then it's time to have a nice loooong shower, and wash my hair with my new John Frieda Sheer Blonde shampoo, which my mother bought in England. I've tried it before, and I loooove it. It makes hair blonder, and soft and .. mmmm. And in just a few days my Dermalogica cleanser + toner and moisturizer will arrive. Yaay.

Katy