Omg ..

WHY am I always sick when I'm gonna see my boyfriend?
I woke up last night with a sore throat, and it gradually got worse as I woke up this morning. Now my throat hurts so much that I can hardly swallow, my tonsils are the size of boulders, I have a fever, and my head feels like it's gonna blow up any minute now. It's so typical. I've been fine for almost three months, and then it hits me again like a bombshell. If it keeps on, I'll have to go to the doctor next week and get checked for streptococcus yet again. And if I have it, I probably have to get my tonsils taken out. And I really don't want that :( .. But at least it's not in my ear this time. It was last year, and seriously, I NEVER cry from pain. I've broken my arm, and hardly even complained. But that time, I couldn't hold it back. It was the most painful thing ever. The ear is incredibly sensitive - and just think of the feeling of knifes daggering into the earpassage, or whatever it's called. I thought I was gonna die. But I didn't. I could've though. If I hadn't gone to the doctor after it stopped hurting, I most likely would've got meningitis. Nice thought.

Now I think it's bedtime for Katy .. I really want to feel better for tomorrow, so I don't look like a dead person when I see my boyfriend (:

Goodnight