Tomorrow - School, followed by work.

Okay, so tomorrow I have about .. 30 minutes of spare time in all. From 08:00 till 15:25 I'm at school, and from 16:00 till .. 23:00 or something, I'm working. I hate days like those. And I hate my job. I'm actually thinking of asking one of the other girls to take my shift, cause I really don't have the energy for such a long day. And I really want to quit too.
I don't know if anything is wrong with me or something, but for the last 2-3 years, especially lately though, I've been tired constantly. In class I lose my concentration easily, and as soon as I get home I usually sleep for some hours, if I'm not doing anything. Like today, I was just lying in my bed, and before I knew it I had been asleep for a few hours. And now I'm still tired. It's not that I'm walking around half-sleeping all day, cause I can be really hyper sometimes. I'm not in bad shape either, I can easily run 5-6 km in 25 minutes. Anyway, I'll have to bring dextroglucose in tablets to school or something.

I've found out that work isn't for me. Or, at least not this job. It's also a bit strange, cause I don't know what I'm really supposed to do (I work in a tapas bar/restaurant) .. I just help prepare some of the tapas, put things in the dishwasher, clean the kitchen and .. sometimes help in the bar. But they ask a lot of me in my opinion. On the first day, they wanted me to clean and close the entire kitchen myself. And the son of a bitch owner/cook is so arrogant. He wouldn't show me what to do at all, he just told me to use my head. Grrh, I felt like slapping him. I didn't even get any breaks, or anything at all. And I was working for nearly 7 hours.
Generally, he's just annoying. If I don't do something right, then he gets pissed - but if I ask him how to do this and that, he gets pissed too. And that makes me all angry and bitchy. Which means I shouldn't work there. Which means I'm going to quit. I'm just afraid he'll kill me or something, if I do.

I really wish I could live in Copenhagen .. I think about it every day. How much better everything would be. First of all I would live closer to my boyfriend .. That would just be the best. I also just feel so much more at home in Copenhagen. I always have. But now there's "only" about 2 years and 10 months till I'm moving there. Finally.

Better go to bed now, and dream about my perfect boyfriend (: . I have to get up early tomorrow.

Goodniiight